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... Wanting a change of scenery, I'd suspect?

Change would be nice. I think I have Ennui.

Hah... Of course, what would you do then if you became bored of what you do after your next choice, mn?

Find something else to do.

Ha... Seems a bit unfocused to me.

What would you consider doing if you left, anyway?

Modeling and/or Pro Duelist Management.

... Ah? Pro Duelist Management?

Yes. I have enough capital that I can back up starting a firm.

Mmm... At least that would probably be interesting for you, huh? I'd hope you'll be able to find those who would like to be managed by you, if you decide that.

If I do, and you haven't found anyone, would you be interested?

... Perhaps, though... I don't know if I've really done anything to impress anyone.

Well, you interest me.

[Private to Shikou]
Is it strange to be tired of yourself?

.. Hah, if I do, then I would be glad to be managed under you, if that becomes the case.

[Private to Noriko]

... I don't know. Becoming tired of myself isn't something I'm familiar with-- I know how it feels to be tired of how one might act, but not of "oneself".

... Though I guess with your situation... You've actually been around for a long time, right? It might not be that odd in comparison.

I'd be glad to manage you.

[Private to Shikou]
I... just feel bored of waking up Wakahisa Noriko, day in. Day out. Day in. Day out. It's not so much self loathing... as... tiredness? Boredom? Listlessness?

Pick a number between 4 Thousand to 4 Billion Years.

Very well. I'll be waiting.

[Private to Noriko]

... I think it'd be sad, myself, if you ever decided to stop being "Wakahisa Noriko". After all, it's the name I associate with you, no matter what.

... Like I said, a long time.

It's more... I'd want... I don't know? A break? I don't want to stop being me forever... but... It's stupid isn't it? I just... want something to alleviate my boredom.

Yes. I'm... very old. Very... old. And probably world weary.

... Maybe sometime, you can. I don't know if I'd be very cooperative though, if I'm still around even then. After all... I like Wakahisa, Noriko. Though, that might just be selfish of me-- I should stop that.

Possibly. But I guess it isn't surprising.

I like Wakahisa Noriko, too. Just I want... I don't know. Something else. I want to experience something new. I feel bored. Just. Tired. Bored. And I know I shouldn't... but I feel... Ugh.

It's hard to explain. You'd have to live forever to understand.

I don't really know what to say then-- after all, I have not lived forever. ... A bit thankful, too, I guess.

It's not bad, just very very long.

I guess.

I'd probably just end up just as bored, if not worse, than you are right now.

Probably.

... Would you mind me changing my looks if I changed jobs, possibly?

... I don't mind you trying to change your looks, at least.

Might alleviate my boredom. But I'll have to check in September.

So, how are you and Shiroko doing?

Alright.

Fine, I would have to say. She wants to duel me again once she graduates, and I've been teaching her English.

... I'm not a really good teacher, though. But I'm going to keep trying, at least.

... How is her English?

... Not... Very good at all. I guess I shouldn't be surprised that accent would be an issue, but she says that she's able to "parrot" what she hears-- so I guess that's at least something to build upon. She needs to learn the meaning and the pronunciation.

I remember she only passed the courses in middle school due to studying the expected answers. No actual grasp of the language itself.

Then again, Japanese classes for English suck balls.

I also hope she's seemed less... stressed.

I'm going to try, regardless.

... She's seemed less stressed to me, at least. A bit self-conscious though, due to what she likes to wear, but I don't mind it.

Personally, I think her new choice in clothes makes her look cuter... and much younger.

I like them too, though not necessarily for her looking cuter or younger... They just look more elegant on her.

... Though she likes me to wear that cape you got me so she feels less self-conscious about it, which is a bit of a mixed bag... I'm almost glad she doesn't know what other sorts of clothes I own, too.

... Elegant. I think she deserves it after all this time to a point. So when do you plan to marry her? And marry Suzume as well?

Personally I like those other clothes.

... A-ah, probably once she's graduated... And I actually have a job in order to support her-- it would be foolish of me to go into it if I can't even get a manager right now, to propose. Hahahah... ... hah... You've mentioned Suzume as well.

They make me feel very awkward.

You do plan to take both of them right?

They fit you. Makes you look very strong. Might be sexist of me, but yours definitely compliment your inner strength, while Shiroko's compliment her sweetness. It's very adorable.

... ... I'm trying to take it a bit slow. But something tells me that Shiroko might not mind it as much as I figured-- it'd end up being Suzume who'd mind that or not, if I consider it so.

... T... They might fit me, but they still make me feel uneasy... Besides, sometimes I just want to, you know... Look like I'm not capable crushing others, for lack of a better way to put it.

Why would Suzume minding? ... Shiroko always struck me as monogamist. How odd. What caused the reversal.

So don't always wear them. Just wear them sometimes. And it's not like you're going to get possessed by Bob McDeity if you wear them.

Suzume's been known to be fairly... Easily made jealous, but I have no idea if she still has that, personally. She's been better, though. Happier. It's nice.

As for Shiroko, well... It's the little hints. Such as her stating that "the only ones allowed to have me are me and Yamamoto Suzume", when she learned of my very disturbing fanclub.

I figure I won't-- after all, that's why I have that sword locked up instead. It's more the uneasiness and the familiarity that bothers me.

I noticed. It's like she went uninsane. It's creepy. But as the first to accept being your queen, you'd think she'd accept it pretty well.

... "Have" meaning what?

Well, I will keep saying it, they do fit you.

... I honestly feel bored by the next few months.

... Maybe. But again, it's something I want to ease-- if I'm too hasty, then I might end up screwing things up. And... I don't want that to happen.

I didn't ask her to clarify-- it's one of those things I'd rather not question, as I am happy with her stating that, regardless. I'll have to see though if it comes up more in normal topics.

Mn... I guess. But I guess that's also expected, anyway.

... Something will probably happen-- it feels like we're almost overdue, at this point, for something to occur.

Probably smartest.

... Uh huh.

Personally I'm wondering when the Aliens will come by for rectal probing.

... I really hope that it's not aliens at least. ... And especially not rectal probing.

It's either that or mutilating cows.

... Those poor cows.

Indeed.

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