Hmm... so this isn't an actual seperate personality, but rather, a sort of forced perspective change.

...So, basically, it's a case of mind fighting with the blinders, in a sense...

Hmm... I don't have enough data to say much on this, but it appears the wish is at least somewhat intact... it's just that you can break through somehow... so why are you like this NOW? What made you feel you had to come out?

(Yes, I do realize that it was at least partially my comment... but why would that break your perspective?)