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Well... Doing all this budget work is boring, really. Waiting for the festival to start...

But, all good things come to those who wait.

So... I'll finally get what I want. Haha...

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... I just realized... I never used to be this bitter...

I wonder where all my past years are.

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... Wait, why am I even thinking about that?

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Because I'm tired of waiting and living lies.

But I can't live if Eusebius still lives.

... Whatever happened to me...

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We grew up from that time, Princess. You remember, don't you?

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... Yes I do...

I hate who I am...

I thought I really had friends. Twice... And then I still yet again see the lies.

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Pah. WHO THE HELL NEEDS FRIENDSHIP.

Eusebius taught me that. For all things that monster is, he teachers you the truth of the world.

And yet...

Where is it...

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You mean that thing? I don't want to look at it. It hurts to remember...

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But... why did it become painful?

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I became 13 Years Old.

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...

That's enough for tonight.

I have to escape this hell.

And become the real me...

Even if the entire world must burn to hell.