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[thefifthmonarch]

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Why?

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[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

You, who attacked others when they could not defend themselves with intent to kill have no right to ask why.

...apparently though, he intended to 'save' you... despite the fact that those with good reason to come after you had chosen to let you be if you did the same.

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

... I just... want... it all go...

... Why can't I do anything right...

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

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[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

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You might get another chance yet... but you'll have to make amends for your mistakes.

...I could gloat, but I won't. You should rest.

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

... Go away...

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

...you'd do better to learn not to order people around.

However, I was already leaving.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...Sorry, for acting like I did, before...

Have you been taken care of, Noriko?

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

You don't mean it... You don't care... All I wanted was a friend... And you used me the entire time...

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...I do mean it. But only if you decide that it is worth it.

I'm sorry. ...Please, rest well.

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

FAKE.
FAKE.
FAKE.
FAKE.
FAKE.
FAKE.
FAKE.
FAKE.
FAKE.
FAKE.
FAKE.
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FAKE.
FAKE.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

... Sorry. Sorry. Sorry.

... Rest well, Noriko.

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

YOU DON'T MEAN IT. LIAR. YOU NEVER CARED.

STOP TREATING ME LIKE YOU EVEN CARE AT ALL. I KNOW YOU DON'T.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...So why did I help you at all?

Why did I help you to the infirmary, when I could have just left you in the forest?

Why am I suppressing anything, at this point, if I wasn't even somewhat concerned?

Why am I bothering to speak to you, if this is just an act?

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

To try and not seem fake.

To make yourself feel better.

... You're not human. You're a monster.

Because I mean nothing to you, fraud... You just want me to shut up

[Private to Wakahisa Noriko]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...Fake... Monster... Fraud...

Hah... Hahahahah... Is that all anyone can think of me as, anymore, Noriko? You... Adam... There were even people, before this, who only thought of me as a monster.

No matter how kind I acted.

No matter how much I repressed those undesirable traits.

No matter how much it hurt to hear those words over and over again, even not from others, but in my own mind...

Why did you stay by me in the first place, if all you thought of me as is that? A monster? A fraud? A fake?

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

COWARD. COWARD. STOP HIDING. I KNOW YOU'RE LYING, YOU FAKE SHIKOU.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

So why did you stay?

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

Because I THOUGHT YOU ACTUALLY CARED.

EVERYONE WANTS TO SEE ME DIE?!

WHY?!

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...Has anyone ever stated that?

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

I know you have no value for me. Eusebius wants me dead. And I've lost everything...

::Static::

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...

Everything is only everything, if you truly believe that.

...Rest well, once more, Wakahisa Noriko.

[tomboyish-star.livejournal.com]

What's wrong?

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

...Damn girl. Can she go one day without putting words into my mouth?

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...Don't go and make it worse for her than it is already, Erland.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

I'd be happy to if she'd stop assuming things.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...Just...

Don't try to do this right now, Erland. Please.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

...

*sigh* fine, fine.