[Private to Allen Grant and Saicchan]

[thefifthmonarch]

I need to know what happened last night.

Be honest. I know something happened.

And I would sincerely hope my daughter and son wouldn't lie to me.

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[supremesaikou.livejournal.com]

... If you really want to know, some... Odd being appeared, sometime after you made to leave. That one who keeps bothering me. Saying things. Just as scary really. Remember feeling like a doll, being a monster... Literally a monster. Like a Duel Monster. Going and attacking...

... And three Honests. ... Three. Damn. Honests.

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

...

The fact I can't remember this is espically disturbing.

... Doll? Monster?

[supremesaikou.livejournal.com]

... Yes. I remember feeling like I was made of... Plastic. That I was just some doll. That I was... Mng, bad things, bad things, bad things.

... And yes, a monster. Like I said, like a Duel Monster. I was attacking... Allen's monsters, myself. I couldn't really help it though, and it doesn't help that he made me more angry... I still felt like a doll during all of that, too.

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

... Something is wrong here.

Saicchan. Have I been acting... strange?

[supremesaikou.livejournal.com]

... I'm not very sure. ... In fact, I'm still wondering when you came back, amidst all of that nonsense. But when I try to think of it, my head starts to hurt.

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

...

"Come back"?

Hurt?

[supremesaikou.livejournal.com]

Well, yes. Before the next time I saw you, you were leaving.

Like my mind refuses to let me focus on it and is giving me pain instead to make me stop and frankly I think it might be working.

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

So did I leave and come back...? I remember dealing with some Succubi while I was staring at the ceiling while resting on your couch.

[supremesaikou.livejournal.com]

... You mentioned something like that, yes. Beating up three of them.

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

Yes.

I was outside while I was laying on your couch.

[supremesaikou.livejournal.com]

... This Saikou-sama will not question that. It does not seem out of bounds, considering, well... You.

... Noriko-sama, you don't... Happen to think of me as just your doll, correct?

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

...

Well, I can't not admit I wouldn't mind dressing you up in pretty clothes at a whim, but I do think of you as my daughter.

Unless you want me to think of you as my doll, which I can do!

[supremesaikou.livejournal.com]

... No, I would rather you... Think of me as your daughter.

It's unbecoming of me to be thought of as a doll, anyway.

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

And I do. Do you really think I'd give you this much love and adoration if you were a doll? Well?

Though, I'm not one to judge your sexual kinks and fetishes, dear. If being a doll gets you off...

[supremesaikou.livejournal.com]

Beingadolldoesnot"getmeoff"IneverfeltworselikeIwaslastnightbeforeIwasbeingamonster!

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

...

Geez, sorry. I just figured it's what makes you get off at night or something.

But I am concerned that I'm having such abysmal gaps in my memory...

But, you can be honest with me, I am your mother. I had friends who got turned on by whipping, burning and hurting each other. So it's not like I'm not open minded, Saicchan!

[supremesaikou.livejournal.com]

... I... I understand that, but I'm not... Into something like that, just so you're acutely aware.

I don't know why you're having such gaps, though.

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

But if you are into anything, I don't hold it against you, and I will completely support your sexual fetishes.

... Within reason.

This is incredibly unsettling. I know I can be a bubble head some times, but to forget what I'm doing...?

[supremesaikou.livejournal.com]

... Of course.

... Well, I forget things sometimes, as well... Maybe I got that from you...? Though what do you... Remember doing before that?

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

I'll even buy things if you need them.

... I remember thinking about Hoshi and Onni for a bit, the two worry me quite a bit.

And then I have the strangest feeling of dressing up and wanting children... and bam. I wake up in you and Allen's room.

Though, I think my bubble headedness is more a result of my age, then of my personality...

[supremesaikou.livejournal.com]

... T... Thanks.

... I remember a mention of a "Hoshi", for the one who looked like that odd girl... ... Dressing up and wanting children...

... I have no idea why you'd be suddenly... Blanking, though, whenever you get such thoughts.

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

... Something seems like I should be getting everything clicking, but... why can't I... e,e

I remember this sensation of having no arms or legs...

[supremesaikou.livejournal.com]

... That seems disturbing. Having no arms or legs.

... Maybe something is not... Letting you let everything "click"?

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

... The only thing capable of that is Eusebius, and he's not that much of a jackass.

[supremesaikou.livejournal.com]

... Then what?

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

...

That, Saicchan.

Is the right question.

[wolfingoatcloth.livejournal.com]

I don't know how much may have been my imagination, a dream, or something else... Last night, as far as I remember, Saikou was talking to the Hoshi who recently posted on the main community, and she told her she was going to correct her. Then some girl showed up while I was depressed over looking like a girl, and Saikou dueled her. She used a dark version of Hoshi's deck, and looked like her somewhat.

After Saikou won, she turned into a masked woman, the Nameless that had tormented Saikou and me before this duel spirit business started. She then turned into you. When you went to leave, you changed somewhat and threatened us to never say anything that happened, then attacked and did something to Saikou. I dueled this other you, who said that you never existed, and won, saving Saikou. After removing the mask that was on this other you, you turned back to normal.

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

... What...

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

...

Allen dear, what do you want for you and Saicchan's wedding as a gift?

Because, I think if you're right, I owe you big time.

[wolfingoatcloth.livejournal.com]

Well, I'll have to talk with her about that... But what did I do? You were just acting a bit strange last night, as though you had an alternate personality that did things you wouldn't be able to remember.