thefifthmonarch: (Noriko - Just Another Osiris Red)
Wakahisa, Noriko a.k.a. Gren Maju Da Eiza ([personal profile] thefifthmonarch) wrote2008-01-11 12:20 am

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Goddamnit, I didn't need that. Not now. It's been barely a month if even that.

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 06:31 am (UTC)(link)
And who would really know you are, that would point such out?

[identity profile] thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 06:32 am (UTC)(link)
I meant reiterating information you already said. :|

[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 06:32 am (UTC)(link)
...ah ha... Basically, I stepped on the loose panel, and caused a collapse.

I was 'born' into treating humans like toys. I changed. Hence why I don't see your problem.

I do... if only a bit. I screwed up. At the very least, I want to know how.

[identity profile] thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 06:33 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah...

I honestly almost made a bad choice because I forgot how much this is temporary.

[identity profile] thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 06:34 am (UTC)(link)
Mmm. You're hopeless still. ::Chuckles::

[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
...okay, I'm getting tired at this point... what?

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
Ah...? A bad choice?

[identity profile] thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
If you want to put it like that, Eusebius.

Because I'm an a heir. Eventually, I have to manage that money. If I remember correctly, and I can't entirely, I'm an only child.

You made an ill comment. And you're insulting my real identity. Something I used to and still try to have pride in.

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
Just a bit.

I do suggest taking advantage of your privacy though, tonight... At least then, you'll feel a bit better.

[identity profile] thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
Other thread. You already said I needed to rest. The need to repeat it is silly.

[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 06:40 am (UTC)(link)
...ah, right... I think I really am getting tired.

[identity profile] thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 06:41 am (UTC)(link)
I almost wished my real life away. Then we talked, and you gave me a little bit of hope.

[identity profile] thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 06:41 am (UTC)(link)
... Samasu, you don't need to repeat points you've already made. What do you think I am, your brother?

[identity profile] thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 06:42 am (UTC)(link)
And confusing me for Samasu Souha.

[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 06:44 am (UTC)(link)
Fair enough, but I still don't see why that dictates your very personality.

Because to me, it's such a silly thing. While you might not like it, I really do think your forced perspective shift was for the better. While you might take pride... I see it as arrogance. It insults the part of me that still takes pride in who I really am, because it tries to devalue the choices I've made. However, I'm happier as I am now. Which way were you happier?

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 06:45 am (UTC)(link)
...Mn... I've stopped believing in hope myself, but...

I'm glad that I've given at least that to you, Noriko... I'm sure it will help, at the very least.

[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 06:45 am (UTC)(link)
...not exactly, but it's hard not to think of this as two seperate personalities, or at least fluctuations in perspective.

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
Nope.

I just think you're Noriko.

[identity profile] thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 06:47 am (UTC)(link)
Then treat me like I'm Noriko. I remember what people say to me, Samasu.

[identity profile] thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 06:49 am (UTC)(link)
Because I was brought up to manage that eventually.

I DON'T KNOW. THAT WAS PART OF THE WHOLE POINT OF THIS.

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 06:49 am (UTC)(link)
Then call me "Shikou".

[identity profile] thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 06:50 am (UTC)(link)
Perspective, yes. But I remember what people say to me, regardless if I'm a Brat or this "True me" as you call this personality.

[identity profile] thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
You've given me a reason to not tear it all away from myself. And I'm happy I didn't make a poor decision like that.

... So. Who do you like better? Me Rich or Me Poor?

[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
I see it as a very ineffective way of managing it, myself.

You said you were happy a while ago, and that's at least one reason you're angry at me for temporarily breaking it now.

[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 06:52 am (UTC)(link)
Regardless, it seemed the most appropriate response... and you did repeat yourself as well.

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