Then that is your ability of acceptance, that would get in the way. Not the inability to find an answer or to look for one; just the ability to accept.

...Tell me, out of curiosity... How would you like it, if there was a world, in which you could be who you wanted to be, and you'd still have the same living conditions that you do? Your parents would accept you as you are. Your friends will be close to you, and care for you, as much as you care about them. You wouldn't have to worry about disappointing anyone. You wouldn't have to worry about losing what you have.

How would you like that, just out of curiosity?