thefifthmonarch: (Noriko - They Just Don't Understand)
Wakahisa, Noriko a.k.a. Gren Maju Da Eiza ([personal profile] thefifthmonarch) wrote2007-11-19 04:29 pm

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Gawd, I hate it when I feel like I'm faking.

Re: [Private to Souha]

[identity profile] thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 10:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Because... conflict of issues and desires. And no way to test between them.

Can't. Have to pay attention to it, or it'll explode.

Re: [Private to Souha]

[identity profile] keepersouha.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 10:45 pm (UTC)(link)
A conflict, huh...? Can you say what issues, and what desires, exactly?

...Explode? Interesting.

Re: [Private to Souha]

[identity profile] thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 10:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Between being treated as a commoner and my 'regal' self.

Figuratively, not literally.

Re: [Private to Souha]

[identity profile] keepersouha.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Mn... What about as an equal?

I'd hope figuratively, honestly. Might be a bit risky, if something were to explode here... Though, I take it that you have to keep an eye on it, then?

Re: [Private to Souha]

[identity profile] thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 10:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Reiteriate:

Between being treated as average/normal/equal or being treated for my wealth.

Yes. Every day.

Re: [Private to Souha]

[identity profile] keepersouha.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 10:55 pm (UTC)(link)
So you want to be treated as someone who is above others? Can I ask why?

That sounds... Slightly troublesome, honestly. You have very interesting extracurricular activities, Miss Noriko.

Re: [Private to Souha]

[identity profile] thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 10:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Because I was born into a better family. It gives me better privlige.

Yes. It is troublesome. And it is interesting, Mr. Souha.

Re: [Private to Souha]

[identity profile] keepersouha.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Have you been able to keep up with the privilege you have been given?

I guess some of the more interesting things can be a bit... Troublesome. But I wonder how interesting it is, to one's point of view.

Re: [Private to Souha]

[identity profile] thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes. For the most part. Just. Ugh.

Extremely interesting.

Re: [Private to Souha]

[identity profile] keepersouha.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
It's expected to be a bit more... Troublesome, when you need to stick to the standards given. Many families have different standards, whether it be wealth, social ties, occupations, or even mental standards, that the family might have.

If you believe it is, then it is.

Re: [Private to Souha]

[identity profile] thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes. You can see my partial problem. ::Scratches head::

It is.

Re: [Private to Souha]

[identity profile] keepersouha.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 11:19 pm (UTC)(link)
I can, at the very least... But do you enjoy keeping to those standards?

Re: [Private to Souha]

[identity profile] thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 11:20 pm (UTC)(link)
I love the standards. I just need something new.

Re: [Private to Souha]

[identity profile] keepersouha.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 11:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Mn... But you're not allowed to do something new, instead, if you choose to?

Re: [Private to Souha]

[identity profile] thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 11:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Not really.

And, no, can't do anything with the witch.

Re: [Private to Souha]

[identity profile] keepersouha.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 11:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Mn... Why can't you be allowed to do so? There may be standards... But even one who has to adhere to standards, can have personal time to explore new aspects and activities.

...I wasn't going to suggest Miss Yuuko. I believe if someone were to really want something... They should get it themselves, without asking for it, from those who grant such requests. It feels... More rewarding that way, with the knowledge that you were able to achieve what you wanted, yourself.

Though... Why wouldn't you be able to do anything with her, in the first place?

Re: [Private to Souha]

[identity profile] thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 11:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Not when it means the descreation of rank.

I know. And I realize that.

I'm blackmarked for my own reasons. Don't go butting your nose into why, though, dahling.

Re: [Private to Souha]

[identity profile] keepersouha.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Mn... Troublesome, troublesome, troublesome... I sometimes do wonder why "rank" is so important in the world, but... Ah, I guess that can't be helped. But you do realize... That's where my original suggestion would come in.

It's good that you realize that... I think people are going to end up becoming spoiled, because of what Miss Yuuko is offering.

Very well, I won't. If you don't wish to say, then I won't ask.

Re: [Private to Souha]

[identity profile] thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Because of class. Because of birth. Because of history. Because of wealth. Yes. It would.

Yes they will.

And don't try to learn behind my back.

Re: [Private to Souha]

[identity profile] keepersouha.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 11:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Then maybe you should try that for a while, to see if it works, Miss Noriko.

Mn...

I won't. It's your privacy, and your business. Even if my curiosity is piqued... I'd rather hear it from the one whose business it is, when they wish to actually say it.

Re: [Private to Souha]

[identity profile] thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 11:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Try what? Your original suggestion?

And who's to say that they won't come back to haunt you.

Good boy.

Re: [Private to Souha]

[identity profile] keepersouha.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes. Like I said... No one ever really acknowledges the subtle changes. When one subtly changes... People accept that as something that was always there.

Exactly. Which is why I'd rather avoid making those things, but... The person's choice is the person's choice.

Re: [Private to Souha]

[identity profile] thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Hehe... Not for me. I think any changes I make will be instantly noticeable.

Good. Avoid magic, it's a bad thing.

Re: [Private to Souha]

[identity profile] keepersouha.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 11:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Have you acted the same way your entire life?

Might be more troublesome than you'd think, but I will.

Re: [Private to Souha]

[identity profile] thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com 2007-11-19 11:59 pm (UTC)(link)
More or less. Up until this point.

Heh.