Wakahisa, Noriko a.k.a. Gren Maju Da Eiza (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
thefifthmonarch) wrote2008-01-11 12:20 am
thefifthmonarch) wrote2008-01-11 12:20 am
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Goddamnit, I didn't need that. Not now. It's been barely a month if even that.
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Mng... Is our plans for Saturday canceled now, given this development?
I was looking forward to it, to learning how to play the game with you... But... Sorry that this new "problem" has apparently appeared.
I was looking forward to it, to learning how to play the game with you... But... Sorry that this new "problem" has apparently appeared.
You're treating me as if I'm two seperate people. I'm not Samasu Souha, goddamnit. This "Truer me" is just me as Clark Kent. I changed for a stituation, Eusebius. I was happy, goddamnit.
I would like it if it didn't, Noriko, but... If you need time to sort this out, I'd understand.
... ::Breaks down further, gg.:: I... don't... need... this...
And you think my current form is any different from your situation? Indeed, your analogy holds far more true for me than you.
mmm... Not... sort out... I... not Souha. I'm just... mmm. The paint is peeling.
...it'd help if you could tell me what WOULD help.
While I would appreciate it if my brother was kept out of this... You'd still need time to sort out what's in your head.
Eh, we can still teach polo even as is, dahling. It's a matter of rose colored glasses that we're wearing.
Mn... Of course.
I would still like it, if it were to occur, regardless.
I would still like it, if it were to occur, regardless.
This... really... is just peeling paint. That's why I never said that word as this girl.
Keh. I couldn't care about what you are. I'm UPSET THAT I'M ME AGAIN. DON'T YOU GET IT?
We are upset because we have to face the facts again, dahling.
We are upset because we have to face the facts again, dahling.
Mn... It reminded you of your true self, huh?
It really... Honestly reminds me of a lot of things.
It really... Honestly reminds me of a lot of things.
GO BACK IN TIME AND FIX THIS.
...okay, then maybe I don't. How about you walk me through this.
....not strong enough, sorry.
Just because I'm a bitch, doesn't mean we can't enjoy a good game.
Too much to be comfortable...
Never really thought of you like that, even before you made that wish to Miss Yuuko.
It would be nice to enjoy it with you, though.
It would be nice to enjoy it with you, though.
I made a wish to the witch named Ichihara Yuuko to make me think, act, walk and talk as if I came from a lower class family than the one I really was born into, dahling.
This way of talking. This way of acting. Was supposed to vanish for three months until March, when I would make a decision. I feel cheated of my choice because now, guess what, I'M THINKING LIKE I REALLY DO. I MISS MY MAKE UP. MY CLOTHES. MY ROOM IS GOING TO BE A BUNK BED SOON, GOD FUCKING DAMNIT.
This way of talking. This way of acting. Was supposed to vanish for three months until March, when I would make a decision. I feel cheated of my choice because now, guess what, I'M THINKING LIKE I REALLY DO. I MISS MY MAKE UP. MY CLOTHES. MY ROOM IS GOING TO BE A BUNK BED SOON, GOD FUCKING DAMNIT.
Mn... It reminds me of a psychologist I knew... They helped people get through off... Traits. Quirks. Urges. By separating them from what would trigger that.
For instance, to separate an aggressive child from their aggressive nature... They made sure that they were unable to be aggressive. Even in a game, they had to take defensive routes, lest they accidentally triggered their own aggressive nature, through their actions in the game.
In a way... Separating yourself from a word separated yourself from your "true" self, is much like that. The aggressive child becomes calmed... While you become what you are, at this moment.
For instance, to separate an aggressive child from their aggressive nature... They made sure that they were unable to be aggressive. Even in a game, they had to take defensive routes, lest they accidentally triggered their own aggressive nature, through their actions in the game.
In a way... Separating yourself from a word separated yourself from your "true" self, is much like that. The aggressive child becomes calmed... While you become what you are, at this moment.
You're one of the few, Samasu. Thanks, we appreciate it.
My hair as well. My hair was my price to be like this. Since. Cat's out of the bag, fair you should know.
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