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[thefifthmonarch]

Mmm. Feel depressed, despite arguing with that guy.

Can people stop something as great truth, if hope is strong enough?

Mmm. Feel a little lonely.

... and he had to attack me about that...

Probably gonna be miserable.

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[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

I am not hired help.

Because if I fail, I have nothing.

Honestly, I wish I could just go back to being myself... people treating me as I deserve to be treated. Obviously, it was a lie to want friendship.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

It's better than being dead.

If you fail, you only have more reason to change, so you can have something else instead. It's not the end of the world.

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

... maybe to you.

Not when I'm on the street without money.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

It's not like you'd be working in a factory, or being a janitor for a school.

Friends would give you someplace to stay.

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

It's close enough.

Pffft.

What friends? You? Shikou? Pfft. I don't even have proper friends. I'm still a lonely bitch noone wants to touch.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

You'd just have to be willing to learn your new role, is all. How can you say it's bad if you've never even tried it?

Sure, I would. I wouldn't wait on you at all, but I'd give you a place to sleep if you asked for it. Help you get something to eat, and that sort of thing.

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

Because. RICH PEOPLE AREN'T MAIDS.

... And I don't want to live with you, Eusebius.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

They can be, if they're into that sort of thing.

It's still an option, if you needed it.

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

Pfft. Not me. Or what, you're going to make me want to wear frilly skirts and dust things off?

It's. Not. An. Option.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Only if you asked me to, or did something that would warrant something like that as punishment.

And why wouldn't it be?

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

So either I do it or you'll 'Punish' me. Real nice, dahling. Quite. We really do appreciate your belief in Free Will, monsuier. Really. We're touched. ::Claps::

Because. I. Can't. Do. That. Dahling.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

...nooo.... I'm just saying there are conditions that would have to be met before I'd really consider it. Again, like you asking, or doing something like threatening someone I care for... that sort of thing.

It's not your 'ideal' situation, no, but it is there if you needed a net, so to speak.

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

I'd never want to be a maid, you idiotic prat

And what the hell do I have in common with that silly bimbo you have with the glasses that I'd attack her for, you common trash?

Net? NET? I have NO net regardless, commoner.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

...sounds like you've forgotten yourself again... not that it wasn't obvious that you were falling.

You also forget just how easily I can make a fortune... it wouldn't take much to take one away. Money is a very transitory thing, "Princess". You can proclaim your 'lineage' as much as you like, but it doesn't change the fact that Vidya can easily recover from a fall you can't seem to, and could make money hand over fist if she wanted to.

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

I know exactly who I am, you third rate commoner. I'm simply treating you as myself, since all you want to do is take way who I am, pauper.

What, now you're threatening what belongs to me?

Get out of here. You're no longer welcome, commoner. You have no respect for who I am? Or where my blood comes from? You no longer get to talk to that fake side of me anymore. Respect is a two way street, garbage boy.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

...

I look forward to your fall, mat. When you are forced to beg on hands and knees just to survive.

[thefifthmonarch.livejournal.com]

Like that'll ever happen, dahling.

Ta-ta.